Soooo…I’ve been more elusive lately than usual I realize.

My biological grandmother reached out for the first time in…11 years. I was the decission maker not to keep in touch at 14 b/c mummy shared all the details on biological father. Also Paula (bio grandma) did some lying + damage before + I don’t feel she can be trusted. She’s always done what’s best for HER + her SON.

Read messages between her + my younger sister + the lies sickened me. My sisters are not + will not meet up w/ her based off of the past. I answered all their questions, as did mummy.

My brother is in Vegas now, spending time w/ her + meeting the half-siblings. And he went going despite knowing it would hurt my parents (mummy + “step” dad…).

Annnnddddd that’s what has bottled for over a month now, but currently my bro is expecting me to be nice + supportive. I’m remaining neutral + not letting him know I’m upset.

My brother works at a gas station at night + goes to school, sooo he has insomnia + we talk lots via BBM. Finally I had to pass out + told him to go to bed…though I doubt he did.

Me thinks I’m going to be quiet w/ my brother for a day…let things settle.

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